Amy AgapeDec 4, 20176 min readContemplative Practices and Conscious Dying VI: Kenotic PracticesI was not a novice in the practice of energy transmission. Having been trained in the Vajrayana tradition of Buddhism by my beloved lama...
Amy AgapeNov 25, 20175 min readContemplative Practices and Conscious Dying V: Unitive PracticesThis is not unusual. Throughout my journey with chronic, serious illness I have had countless experiences of feeling just how different...
Amy AgapeNov 19, 20176 min readContemplative Practices and Conscious Dying IV: Purgative PracticesThe grief I felt at the thought of leaving my newborn child and my toddler was at times unbearable, as were my newfound fears of the pain...
Amy AgapeNov 12, 20175 min readContemplative Practices and Conscious Dying III: Illuminative PracticesAfter my first heart surgery, through which doctors and nurses temporarily halted the advance of my condition and prolonged my life, I...
Amy AgapeNov 9, 20178 min readContemplative Practices and Conscious Dying II: Practicing for DeathDualities in Dying As I began to gather resources to help me learn how to die, I quickly became aware of the predominant language used to...
Amy AgapeNov 5, 20177 min readContemplative Practices and Conscious Dying I: Views from my Deathbeds“When I was dying.” “While I am dying.” “The next time I will be dying.” These are phrases I say quite often. Indeed, this is the only...